The hardest word(s)
3/04/2009 06:33:00 PM - Posted by April - 2 comments
The more profoundly you feel it, the more difficult it is to express feelings in words. To say that it was good to have found you but it doesn't feel quite good to let go of you, to lose you in the crowd again, to never see you again, to miss you and wonder what it would have been like to be with you. More so when the feelings are mixed up..regret, love, despair. If only words were enough to explain it all..why would you suddenly feel let down, when you needed them the most? Sorry seems to be the hardest word, they say. Good byes are quite punishing too at times...the final ones. All the bonds developed in time with great care and effort, come undone. Is a sorry and a good bye even harder than telling someone that you love them with all your self, all your being? It's impossible to measure love at any point in time..I agree. To describe it in words...I haven't been successful myself. I just failed miserably. Right here. But not to say those words, when its all in your head, when you know you can and when you want to the most..is the hardest of all.